The past days i have grown tired of loving my friends, so tired i don't even want to see them right now. I felt like i have loved them so much and they won't even give me anything in return, or even if they did i'll be just feasting on the crumbs that fall. And as i write this i realized how God's love is truly steadfast, He could have just destroyed us, forget about us and never forgive us because we didn't truly love Him in return, or even if somehow did He'll be falling second to the priority list. But He never grew and grows tired of loving such stubborn, lazy, wicked and sinful people, He never said "Okay , i'm done now , it's so hard to keep on loving you." He didn't say that instead He intervenes in our lives to get us back on the right track, He'll move mountains just to get us and lead us home.

How imperfect our love is, how  imperfect my love is.
But How perfect our God is, how perfect His love is.

Right now as i write, He is speaking to me. Gently telling me that it is okay for me to grow tired, but He wouldn't want me to give up on people, He doesn't want me to give up on love. I am tired and weak, and in this place of exhaustion ,here He'll manifest His strength. In this season of weariness , He'll lavish me with the power to love and to keep on going.

Love never gives up on people. It never stops trusting, never loses hope, and never quits. (1Corinthians13:7)