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photo by HDwallpapers I look up at your macro-skies, dark and enormous,      your handmade sky-jewelry, Moon and stars mounted ...

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I look up at your macro-skies, dark and enormous,

    your handmade sky-jewelry,
Moon and stars mounted in their settings.
    Then I look at my micro-self and wonder,
Why do you bother with us?
    Why take a second look our way?
Psalm 8:3-4

The scripture above perfectly says how i feel every time i gaze at the night sky, watch the sun rise and the way it sets. I feel so little and so overwhelmed by their beauty, yet at the same time, i , a little human being, feels so loved and so special.

This past Holiday break i have spent most of my time alone as much as i could. I didn't want the year to end without having a nice long look at what has happened the past year, and as i did, i only saw the unending goodness and steadfast mercy of God. The family has been through some major trials this 2013 , but as i recall those problems i also recall God's faithfulness upon us. We faced sickness and death this past year, but none of them can take away our faith.

This year i have struggled quite a lot spiritually.There was just so many doubts, questions and even unbelief. I was insecure, and saw myself so unworthy and like what the scripture said i often asked why God would bother thinking about me? Why would He even make things work together for my good when i am so little and so unworthy? But God in His unfailing love does this, and every time i go by the sea and watch the sunset it feels as if it was made so beautiful just for me, just so i can delight in what i love the most.

We are around 7 billion in this earth, but God has his way of making you feel so special. I am very thankful for the love that He showers on me!

Now i am so thrilled for whatever's gonna happen this 2014, i can only trust that this is going to be greater than the past. I pray that there maybe more of God in my life as i go about school, ministry and personal adventures. I have written down goals, and plans but what's more important is God's plan. And also i will be turning 20 this year, 2 decades of life! What a blessing! I'm excited to see more of His glory and more souls be saved this 2014!

I pray for God's blessing to be upon you, and for His hand to always guide you,
Trisha

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