Living without Jesus just won't do.
1:23 PMHave you ever experienced being cold in your relationship with Christ? When you know you have to pray but don't feel like praying, when you have to obey but don't have the desire to do it? When you know you have to attend church, but just can't find the will to go. hmmm. Sounds familiar, is it?
Well i am pretty sure most Christians have gone through this, and it's okay. Because as humans our love isn't perfect, only God has the perfect love. As long as we're here on earth , we will face temptations, we will sin, we will feel cold, and we will always be imperfect in our pursuit of Christ. However it is totally not okay to settle down in the cold. Having experienced this, i have learned alot from it, and thankfully by God's grace He has repeatedly restored and redeemed me. We Christians are called to be like Christ, and we cannot bear Christ Like fruits if we are spiritually cold or even lukewarm, because we can only bear fruit if we remain in Him.
So what i am saying?
For the past couple of days, i have struggled in spending time in prayer and reading God's word. I have summed up some excuses only to be rebuked by God himself and realized that there really is no legit excuse not to spend time in prayer. The result of not spending time with God has been awfully exhausting and miserable, here are some examples:
- I found it real hard to obey my parents. It felt like a huge burden getting up early in the morning and doing some house chores. My sleeping pattern has been so messy, and i have been so unproductive i've gained weight. Not unlike when i really spend time with the Lord, house chores seems so easy and even becomes a source of joy.
- I have lost inspiration & creativity. I wasn't able to write a single blogpost, or even update my facebook status for the whole duration of me not spending time with the Father. I cannot even paint, or draw, and my art materials looks so messy , even my drawers are messy. I didn't even run or bike. I lost all the desire to do something.
- I lost my voice. I literally lost my voice and can't even sing a song of praise.
- I have acted rude, and offended people.
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