The art, the joy, and the adventure that comes along with film making has never ceased to fascinate me and entice me. Whenever i would watch a movie that is independently produced , my heart would jump a little and man i could just wish that i could make a film and be surrounded with friends whose left more lucrative options and jobs just for the sake of doing what they love to do.I don't really know all there is to film making, but i know when i get the chance to study and have the equipment i'd probably have the time of life.

This was a dream that many people thought i could not pursue, and i realized that maybe i was the only one who is hindering myself from pursuing this, from pursuing big things and going after the risks. I figured maybe if i just let my dreams break free from the cage i have made, i might not be where i am right now. I'd probably be somewhere far away, i'd probably be crying and wishing i could spend Christmas with my family, i'd probably have a little studio type apartment and eat hot dogs and egg all day long because it's the only thing i can afford.

Living uncomfortably sounds a little rough, but it gets better right? And when it does get better i can finally be fearless, and dream bigger, make more films, draw more houses, run farther, bike longer, love more people, sing louder and just completely give all i have been blessed with back to my King.

I do not want to dream without putting action to it anymore. And who cares if my dreams are larger than me, My God is larger than anything else in this world. And i do pray that He would be with me as i pursue the desires He has placed in my heart, and that above all these my spiritual desires would be on top of any thing.

I need to loosen up. I need to let the colors go paint my sky. I need to not be afraid and accept that I can do all things through Christ. And if i seek His kingdom first all these shall be added unto me. God is not against our dreams, He is the One who actually placed that in our hearts, but He wants us to seek Him first above all else. So if i want to pursue my big dreams, i need to pursue my God that is bigger than any other thing.

May my passion be for God and May God breathe life to the things He has placed in my heart.