When you find me, i will be holding a cup of coffee on my left hand and a pen on my right. Scribbling ideas, drawing shapes and forms. I am a machine of cluttered thoughts.This is the reason why a good hot cup of coffee is needed to calm my nerves.

When you find me i will be tan, due to the hours spent by the sea or hours spent riding my bike. My hair may smell like sea water, and my hands will feel rough, my cheeks will not blush and i will be sweating a lot. This is the reason why many do not find me.

When you find me, i will be strumming the guitar, singing the same song and playing the same chords over and over again. I won't be singing like the birds of the air, but like a hungry wolf. I will not always hit the perfect notes, nor will i always sing the right words. This is the reason why not many will listen.

When you find me, i will be at the shore before 6 pm. Head looking up, eyes filled with wonder. I'll never get tired of watching the colors play in the skies or the way the water absorbs the final rays of sunlight. I will be there standing in peace and with great admiration, i will smile. I will be there bathing in the last sun rays before night.

When you find me, i will be wearing the comfiest outfit i could find. So do not expect me to wear tight dresses or heels, instead you will see me in faded jeans, flowing skirts and colorful blouses. I might be wearing a head scarf too, so if i ever get lost in  sight just look for the happiest color. That should be me.

When you find me, i will be a mess sometimes, and that's how i will always be. Then you will know that i am a woman that is not and will not be perfect. I am a woman with a laughter of a young girl and the courage of a young boy, i will also cry like a teenager whose got her heart broken for the first time, i will also get angry like a bored cat. I will keep on forgetting things like, how to be beautiful, or how to put make up on, how to celebrate valentines day or how to walk in heels. But i'll make sure not to forget to how it is to cook your favorite meal, or say "How was your day honey?" when you get home. I may not be the woman that pleases the eyes, but i will be the one that nourishes your heart and enlightens your mind.

When you find me i will be a woman whose got a bank of adventures waiting to be robbed, and when such great thrills and risks are out there i will be in a rush. This is the reason why many will not keep up. But i hope you will, and i hope you will teach me how sometimes it's good to just stay.

And When you find me, i will be on a journey. One that is endless and fulfilling. A journey towards finding and being found by you.

But when i get lost, and have one of those days when i couldn't figure out my dreams and thoughts. You will find me beside you, near your chest. I will be like a child curled up next to your body in perfect silence. I will take in your aroma, and my ears will drink the sound of your heart beat. I will observe the rise and fall of your skin, and i will feel your body's warmth.  And in that moment of peace i shall know for sure that right there with you i can find myself.