Boring tuesdays
2:22 AMI looked back to my ever so smiley professor, and gave her another chance to interest me. But if all she'll ever do was smile and repeat all the lessons she taught last time, i'd rather study by myself. And so again the door opened, and i stepped forward to my universe...
This time i was taken back to that beautiful day, i was wearing a colorful top that reflected how happy i am. The trees smiled at me,and the clouds looked in anticipation as i repeatedly moistened my lips, a thing i do a lot when i'm nervous. "Oh how pretty is the middle of June" Noah Gundersen sung on the back ground. I was walking and holding my heart, preparing for the worst but still i exude with joy. This is the day some thing will be shaken up i said to myself...i kept a slow pace, im not yet ready to faint when i see this man. Step by step, little by little i was trying to listen if my heart was pounding exaggeratedly loud. I do not want to blush, nor do i want my hands to tremble as i shake his hands. And without warning i was there standing in front of the place where we were supposed to meet. I prayed to God "Please do not embarrass me,let me be calm." I opened my eyes, and then a certain relief flooded through my being. I am ready.
Took a couple more steps that seemed to last for eternity, and then i saw, yes i saw my very own miracle. He towered over me and i grew calm. And for the very first time, since i left home to meet this wonderful being, my heart slowed down to it's normal rate. I was like the sea on Jesus' command, i was calm and still... I pictured myself turning red, but i didn't, my blood settled where they should be, and they flowed regularly at the presence of a the man i adore.
"Hello!" i said extra joyfully.
"Hi!" and with those two brief syllables my world started turning a different direction. I could write a thousand poems about the way he spoke my name, the movement of his lips and the way he offered his hand for me to shake.
I was as strong as a fully grown tree and as hard as diamond. But both of these qualities i possessed diminished that day this man smiled at me. For the very first time in my life, i felt like a real woman. A woman who has a heart of cotton candy, soft and sweet. And it felt nice and warm as i started embracing this foreign feeling that is slowly taking over some parts of my heart.
I looked up and saw him. Oh what a fine man he is. His smile told a story of a hundred nights spent writing and drinking coffee. His face showed lines upon lines of carefully thought of words making a wonderful piece of poetry. And those irises pierced me , and for once i was sure, those are the set of eyes i'd love to wake up to every morning.
SNAP.
The professor called out my name, and quickly i closed the door. Back to reality... I stood in attention without comprehending anything.
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